Told you I'd be back..

I am back. surprise, right?
I was thinking about love today. Not sure why. It always comes up in my odd and random thought process.

I was thinking about what love is, and why we love. And I was thinking about why in the world I haven't found love yet. Well, yeah, im only 19, I know i know, but at the same time, that is 19 full years of a LOVELESS life?! haha, don't get me wrong. I have love. Family, Friends, the Lord. I know. But I need love that I can share with someone who feels the same way and who wants the same things. obviously I cant find that with my parents. um, awkward.

what is love?
dictionary.com defines love such as a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
sounds about right, eh? well um, tender, passionate, affection.... WHAAAT? no. i dont have a tender love for my father nor for my brother. love is obviously and mostely defined for a partner. am i right? if im wrong, click the back button in the top left, or right corner for you pc lovers (booo) and it will redirect you to your previous page. I don't want to get on the wrong page here.

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great :]

anyway. love is such a broad and vast topic. i as well as anyone else could go on about it for days. don't worry, i'll spare you the pain and just write a little more. thanks for sticking with me because i know its not easy to read these days. screw you generational differences. reading is classical.

I know I'll find love one day. thats just the fun of it. there IS someone there for me. and once i find my prince charming, my love story will be complete and i wont be complaining about it anymore. i know your ready for it just as much as i am ready for it :]



well, this is it for now. evaluate love and what it is to you. it is different to everyone obviously. make your own definition of it. describe your love. your experiences. because in the end it your own experiences that will define everything in life. who cares about what webster says. make love your love. whether you define it as love for your partner or love from God.


for now,
-Holly