a little topic called boys.

boys…what a fun topic, thus the title of this post. im at the point and time in my life i believe that a boy would fill a particular piece of my heart and make me the happiest girl in the world. and when ive found someone that i believe could do that very thing, and he turns out to be someone that is so wrong for me, or so on the other side of the spectrum, ive come to the realization that maybe a boy isn’t what i need. i mean, boys are fun. lots of fun. but they hurt a lot too. and take up way too much of my teenage life. ive also come to the realization that boys dont show up in perfect packages equipped with all the necessities your heart desires. no, holly. its not true. its a fairy tale. they can’t be and will never be who you want them to be. ever. despite what your heart tells you. ive almost lost hope in finding one. but what many have told me, im 18. i have so much time to find mr right. hes out there. i just have to stop looking and focus on more important things in life such as God, school, and making good decisions. maybe God’s telling me to come up for a breath of air and to relax in my Daddy’s arms without any distractions. distractions that could potentially break my heart, ruin my life, or even drive me to do something i regret. ultimately, i am thankful for words of wisdom that have kept me from falling in the pitiful hole of that thing called love.